That won’t fight for what they want at first. But it’ll get to that point. Where I’ll do anything. I’ll get fucked up on anything. I’ll drink till I vomit blood and take drugs till I pass out and fit the fuck out. I don’t give a fuck anymore. Hit me, I’ll spit the blood in your face and tell you to do it again. Fuck it, i’d rather cut myself and just spit blood at you anyway. I’ll bleed and die for what I want. I don’t give a fuck. I came so close to it tonight. I came so close to being happy. And I’d have wished you’d have said something. Coz I would have left you with a smile you couldn’t wipe off and laughed about it. You don’t see it do you? You don’t see what you’ve done. You don’t see what your actions can do to a person. I’m not asking for your fucking remorse or pity. Why the fuck would I want that? Pity from some low life cunt that hasn’t got a reason to be on this earth. I have a reason and that’s my son. He’s the only reason why I didn’t end it tonight. But rest assured fella, you’ll get your satisfaction soon enough. I’ll be gone and so will you. Cause if I’m going. You’re coming straight to hell with me.