I need a better cause than this.
Something needs to go right for me. Amie said last night that once you hit the bottom things can only get better. I know I have all my friends around me and yes, they all hate you. And they think I’m an idiot for still wanting you back but what else am I meant to want. You meant everything to me. You were my life and it’s like a whole part of me left with you. All the progress I made as a person left with you. I’m back in the same state of mind as I was when I was 16. And if you decided that you ever wanted me back (which you never will) then I’d always be here. But something good needs to happen pretty soon.
